The hill was more of a water and mud-driven mess than when we’d all taken the Vietnam “E’ ticket Disney ride down it, only moments earlier. I wondered, struggling to gain footholds against unstable rocks under the mud if the whole side of the mountain wouldn’t eventually cascade down into the river. I was briefly buoyed by the fact that the dreaded fifty-caliber hadn’t opened up again. Something had to be done before it got moved to a more distant location. Something dangerous. We had no more supporting fires to call on and nothing left in our inventory that could take on the big gun at the effective distance it could fire. I made it back to where my stuff was, but I only found it because the Gunny somehow came along and guided me in. I wondered if Hispanics had better night and ‘through the pouring rain’ vision than lily white people like me.
He squatted down next to my pack, which was nothing more than a big lump, only visible because of the bare light, coming from somewhere through the rain and clouds, glistened softly from the poncho thrown over it. I squatted down next to the Gunny, not reaching for the poncho. I was wet clear through, and I thought the poncho wouldn’t provide much in the way of warmth or dryness. We looked across the short space separating us. Only the protection I was getting from my helmet allowed me to see anything of his large comforting form.
“The poncho’s yours,” he said, pointing.
“The captain died, and gone to heaven in my absence?” I asked, without moving.
“The poncho’s from a Marine who didn’t make it,” the Gunny stated, before delaying a second and going on. “He won’t mind.”
I gave in, and pulled my pack toward me, leaving the dead Marine’s poncho draped over it. I wondered when it dried if I’d find the Marine’s name on it, like Alfi. I took a few seconds to make a tent over myself and my chunky belongings, finally sticking my head up through the center hole of the protective sheet.
The poncho cut the wind out and no longer allowed the constant drum of the raindrops to land on my body, which was a welcome relief. It was warmer. I sat there, a vertical meat slab under rubber, looking no doubt like a glistening pyramid with a round head poking out of it. My fatigue was so great I felt I might lose what little balance it took to keep me in a sitting position. I blinked once or thought I blinked because when I looked the Gunny was gone. The rain was still there but not coming down as hard. I knew I must have slept, or done whatever it was I’d somehow learned to do in place of sleep. I looked at Gus Grissom’s watch. It was one a.m. Water dripped from the face of the Omega, the watch a whole lot more waterproof than me.
I reached up to adjust the poncho at my neck. My hand recoiled back. The leeches. I’d forgotten about the leeches. They were feasting away, each of the five of them, as thick as bratwurst from back home. Definitely bratwurst, I decided. Hot dogs were slimmer unless they were those giant baseball things. I reached under the poncho to pull the edge back so I could find Fusner, but he was already there, my hand running into his own.
“Needed some rest, sir,” he said, only the rain smacking into his own helmet making him visible in front of me. “Gotta get those leeches off, though.”
I didn’t say anything. I wanted to thank him but nothing would come out. I felt like I was in a trance of some sort. He took my helmet off and pulled my poncho over my head. I jutted my chin up so Fusner could go to work with his matches. The rain was too heavy to smoke a cigarette in and keep it burning. He showed me how to hold my helmet out to block the rain, and then he lit match after match, burying the burning heads into the backs of the leeches before the moisture could kill the igniting tip. It took two or three for each leech, and the combined smell of the sulfur and the tissue of the creature made me close my eyes and try not to breathe in. I wanted to throw up but I had nothing to throw up. I’d forgotten to eat again. The leeches fell like lead weights onto my knees like small sandbags, and then into the mud in front of my boots, each with a distinct little plop. Finally, he was done. Fusner dumped something into his hands, rubbed them together and then massaged my throat. I don’t know how I kept from screaming with the pain as I jerked back in shock.
“Old Spice,” Fusner said, with a laugh. “Stings a bit but it’ll keep infection out.”
I breathed in heavily, not worried about infection, but feeling almost light-headed from the wonderful aroma of home. My Dad used Old Spice. I twisted my neck, which now hurt like hell but the smell made the pain worth it.
I tried to get my thinking straight. The two problems I could not avoid loomed before me in the dark. The fifty-caliber machine gun, and the hopefully small force that was entrenched to our front between the company and the river. And then I thought about the third problem. Jurgens. He’d be out there somewhere. If he’d tossed the grenade, and I couldn’t imagine any other perpetrator, then he’d know he’d missed. He’d know that I would have to come for him in some shape or form. It was likely that only he and I knew or guessed it was him, except for the Gunny knowing, of course.
My decision was clear. The only supporting fires we had that might be any match for the fifty-caliber were the few light anti-tank rockets some of the Marines carried and the M-79 grenade launchers. Neither weapon had the range to reach out and take on a fifty set up a thousand meters or more away. Also, unless Kilo came up in the night, and it wasn’t going to, our rear and left flank remained weak and unsupportable without artillery being dumped down, and calling that in was dependent upon being able to see or hear an attack coming. The rain muffled all sound, especially sounds of men moving low down in the mud.
If the enemy could not be attacked or defended against then we only had one choice, as uncomfortable as that might be. We had to move. Our position on the hill, no matter how well dug in, was untenable. We might not last the night. We had to move, and we had to move quickly. The enemy would not be expecting that. They were getting set in and comfortable too, and no doubt planning just what kind of fire and attacks they’d make on us. I’d thought the hillside would make the company’s situation safe, at least for the night, but I was wrong. The weather was not a benefit unless we moved. If we stayed where we were then the hard driving rain was a big plus to the NVA. It provided nearly total cover, along with our inability to use the Starlight Scope. But if we moved to the objective, then the effects of the miserable weather turned to our advantage. Finally, we could not afford to be pinned down for days if the rain continued even if the NVA didn’t get the fifty online or attack. We needed resupply and medevac, which meant we had to get choppers down onto a secure landing zone.
The NVA would have their own listening posts and scouts, probably as effective as Nguyen at watching and alerting their forces to our every move. But they wouldn’t be ready for a move made in the middle of a full artillery barrage I could call in up on top of the hill, and then down along the river. Cunningham could cover the objective we were heading toward, but the company had to get another ten clicks northward, where the valley spread out wider, for their fire to be truly effective.
The “What now Lieutenant?” games we played at night in the Basic School hadn’t covered problems that included how to get a reticent commanding officer, probably hiding out in as dry a mud hole as First Platoon could dig for him, to go along with the only plan that might keep us alive until morning. Maybe a collection of my fellow officers at that school could have figured out a way in the Force Reaction Course to cross the raging river and take out the big gun, but I didn’t think so. Water was a whole lot easier to cross in the daytime, and in training, especially with Navy Seals paddling around to save Marines trying to swim even short distances with twenty or thirty pounds of gear strapped to their backs. Not to mention the extreme difficulty of crossing the raging river I could hear swishing along below, just ready and willing to swallow any middle-of-the-night challengers to its dominance.
I wondered if maybe Casey would buy the plan if I came up with another name. It might look good on his ‘after action’ report. The Marine Corps was fascinated with naming every movement or attack, so it might work. I thought of the objective. We needed to reach it by morning. The gunships could arrive at almost the same time as we did if we planned it well. They could secure the area with their rotary cannons without having to call in artillery. I thought of Vince Lombardi. I was born in Green Bay. I’d gone to St. Norbert’s, and been a first cook at the college by the time I left. I waited for the breakfast line for the hung-over Packer players every morning of spring training. Lombardi never ate breakfast but would be there in the cafeteria like a wandering bear, checking every player out without making it seem like he was checking him out. I smiled coldly. Vince Lombardi. Run to Daylight. It was perfect. I’d steal Lombardi’s patented expression he used to describe how his half-backs were such successful ground-gainers. The Charge of the Light Brigade plan had been a bust but I wasn’t going to bring that up, and there was no question that I was planning for the whole company to run away from the enemy. There was no sense illustrating that point either. Run to Daylight was a good solid football phrase and tactic. Vince Lombardi wasn’t Chesty Puller, and pro football was a long way from fighting down from the Chosin Reservoir, but hopefully, that wouldn’t matter or at least be overlooked.
My neck hurt, but I still smelled good. I pulled my poncho off to leave it covering my pack, just in case the writing materials I had inside were still dry. I crawled to where I thought the Gunny might be found under his poncho. He wasn’t there. Instead, I almost ran right into him, squatting in his Asian squat, his head wrapped with his poncho liner against the noise of the rain hitting his helmet. He wore no other protection, other than his utility uniform. I crouched before him. I felt a toughness emanate out from him to sort of take me in, and an unconscious warmth ran through my cold body.
“Better than a shower if you give it time,” he whispered through cupped hands.
Cigarette smoke billowed out from between his fingers and was immediately swept away by the rain. The man looked just as tough as I knew him to be, and I was glad he was my Gunny, or I was his lieutenant. I checked myself out. The Gunny was right, as usual. Most of the mud I’d accumulated in the slide, or even the climb back up, was gone. I started to wash with my hands to hurry the process. I knew one thing though, I wasn’t going to take my boots off until it was daylight, and I had a protective ring of artillery to call in on command.
I finally stopped trying to clean myself off.
“Coffee?” I asked, having none myself, and figuring it was unlikely with the driving rain to even ask, but I was uncomfortable with the Jurgens burden. I could plan a company move in my head, and memorize all the night defensive fires the company might need, but handling a problem like Jurgens was almost beyond me.
I wanted to kill him for my own safety, but the company needed him. He wanted to kill me, and that the company needed me probably didn’t matter to him.
The Gunny was all I had.
“Coffee, in this weather?” he asked, but I could tell by his tone that he was kidding. He pulled his canteen and went to work getting the fixings out of a small plastic sack he kept tied to his belt. He sent his cigarette flicking out into the rain and managed to light a stick of Composition B with one match. The flare of light lit us both up for a brief second until he pulled his own poncho over and stacked it, to hide as much of the glow as possible. I noted absently that the explosive wasn’t bothered in the least by the rain when it came to burning its small but very powerful flame. The sweet smell of the Gunny’s leftover cigarette smoke penetrated the sheets of rain separating us, and then combined with the pungent strange smell of the Comp B to make a strange aroma I found different but not unpleasing.
I started talking while the water heated up in our canteen holders. I told him the whole plan, even throwing in where I’d gotten the plan name and the downside of the failing plan that had got us where we were on the soaked hillside.
“I’m not surprised, Junior,” the Gunny said, finally, taking a few minutes to mix his coffee potion. I mixed a small bag in my own holder, having no cream or sugar. I was afraid to hold up the holder though because I didn’t want him to see my hand shaking, so I just wrapped my fingers around the hot metal and held it to the ground.
“By what?’ I asked.
“I was wondering how in hell we were going to get ourselves out of this fix in the morning, and here you come, bouncing in like a puppy with a new toy.”
“We need to move now,” I replied, trying to stress the seriousness of what I was saying, “before they can relocate the fifty and before they recover from the artillery.”
“I like the way you sound so sure of yourself, no matter what,” the Gunny replied, sipping from his rain spattered coffee container. “Like when you figured out how to have us end up on the side of this hill in the pouring rain under constant enemy fire.”
“The enemy knew where we were going and they were waiting,” I said. “They were ready for us, and we didn’t do what they were ready for so we haven’t taken any casualties yet. Now we do what they’re not ready for again. They’ll never guess we’re going to move in this downpour.”
“See what I mean?” the Gunny replied, with a laugh. “The Charge of the Light Brigade, Mudville, and now Run to Daylight,” he went on, his body shaking with mirth for almost half a minute. “Little did I know that the chopper dropping you down that night was coming in from Hollywood.”
“Will Casey buy it?” I asked, when he’d settled down, but knowing before I asked that the Gunny was in.
I knew he wouldn’t have laughed out loud if he wasn’t in. I also knew he was being funny in his acceptance and I appreciated that, but I could not make myself engage in his humor at all.
“He’ll probably buy anything that gets him out of here and down to that old landing zone,” the Gunny said, glancing off into the dark. “He’s miserable with the mud, the rain, the leeches, and the jungle rot on his feet, and scared shitless we’ll be overrun.” The Gunny laughed quietly again for a few seconds.
I knew he was laughing about the repellant he’d put in the captain’s boots, but I said nothing. I sipped my own cooling coffee, noting that the rain was so heavy my holder was about to overflow after only a few moments of exposure. At least my hands had stopped shaking.
“He’s missing what you’re getting, and getting so well,” he said.
“What?” was all I could think to reply.
“You gotta grow to love it, all of it, except for the fighting and the dying. Like me, and now you. You gotta fall in love with the leeches, like they’re pets, with the rain, like it’s nothing but a freshwater shower, with the heat, like it’s a Swedish sauna, and the night, like it’s a warm protecting blanket.”
“I don’t think I see things that way,” I replied, hesitatingly.
“I didn’t say anything about seeing. It’s all about feeling. And here you are, at night, out here drinking coffee in the rain, with leech blood dripping down your chin, and your talking about our next move and probably thinking about the one after that. You’re falling in love, and the thing about falling in love is that, in the beginning, you can’t see it.”
“Will you ask Casey?” I said, trying to change the subject. Sometimes the Gunny’s talk made me extremely uncomfortable, and this was one of those times.
“Hell yes,” the Gunny said, finishing most of his coffee, before tossing the remainder into the rain. “He’s going to love it because it gets him out of here tomorrow, and to get his medal.”
“Out of where?” I asked, momentarily stunned. “To get a medal?”
“You haven’t heard?” the Gunny laughed a cruel laugh. “He’s getting the Silver Star back in Da Nang at Division. You know, for saving Kilo up over the ridge.”
I didn’t know what to say. I was speechless. Casey had done nothing, except filing the after-action report, which had apparently been enough, but what really surprised me was his getting out of combat to get a decoration, any decoration. That was new. I hadn’t heard about getting out of the field to be decorated from anyone.
“I can see the wheels turning in your head, Junior,” the Gunny chuckled.
“You’re a second lieutenant with twelve days in the country. He’s a captain who’s been here God knows how long, with friends in the rear. You’re not getting some medal that’s going to pull you out of here unless they put a bronze on your dead chest.”
“Friends that put him on this hill with us,” I replied, acidly.
“He was on staff at battalion when he tried to let the six actual know he had a drinking problem. His friends at division couldn’t save him, but they can decorate his ass off.”
“Nice,” I said, more to the rain than to him. I had to admit to myself that at least Casey had been trying to do the right thing, even if it was a really dumb thing. He’d merely done what I had done on my first night, and he’d received the same reward. I didn’t care a tinker’s damn about a Silver Star, or any other combat decoration but the thought of being able to get to the rear for any reason was new.
“With your help, of course,” the Gunny added, needlessly.
“Jurgens,” I said, changing the subject to the one thing that bothered me the most.
“The grenade,” the Gunny replied, his voice going so low I almost couldn’t hear him through the narrow band of rain separating us.
“I’ve got to take him out,” I gasped out, my voice as low as his. “I can’t do what I have to do worrying about him.”
“He didn’t toss it,” the Gunny said.
“What?” I replied, in shock.
“Jurgens is a cracker asshole and a poor excuse for a human being, but he’s a Marine all the way through when it comes to surviving. He sees you as part of that survival. You don’t have to worry about Jurgens. Not that way, anyway.”
“Who?” I asked, my mind going in circles. I’d been so certain it was Jurgens, but I knew the Gunny wouldn’t lie to me about something like this.
“I’m handling it,” the Gunny said.
“I need to know who,” I said, as forcefully as I could.
“Do you trust me?” the Gunny asked, slowly getting to his feet.
I stared up at the man, water blazing off of his toweled head and pouring down his soaked uniform blouse and trousers. He looked like a frightening creature from a horror film, with makeup that’d been overdone for dramatic emphasis.
I wanted to ask him if I had a choice. I wanted to ask what my other options were and if I could at least be in on whatever decisions were being made to deal with the problem. But the force of the man standing over me wouldn’t allow it.
“I trust you,” I said, starting to rise to my own feet.
“Stay,” the Gunny said, his voice softer. “I’ll go have a word with our war hero. Get some rest. We’ll be Running to Daylight before you know it.”
……Through the the Pourin’ Rain
When this is published It should be with the comments at the end of each chapter. This just proves that those heros who didn’t survive their time in hell are still remembered.
When the book comes out count me in to buy several.
The commets by veterans and readers have changed my life. Quite literally.
I no longer feel alone and I no longer feel that I did such a terrible job.
I took all the deaths later as being mostly my fault, as arrogant as that sounds.
The comments on here have made me understand truly that I was just a kid
with little real training sent into an impossible situation.
It wasn’t my fault and it wasn’t even the fault of many of the decision makers.
Stuff in the universe happens and you can find yourself on the short end of it real suddenly
and real quickly and it doesn’t have to be your fault at all.
But we humans are a responsible lot, most of us, and we take it on our shoulders. I did.
I have ‘dropped my pack’ a whole lot because of what has been said on here
and no matter what happens with the books I will be beholden to the vets who’ve written
in order for me to have this part of my life set free….in a way.
And the guys I have carried with me through the years will always be there but they’ve grown silent.
I appreciate that silence and I thank you people on here for that unspoken and mostly unknown gift.
Semper fi,
Jim
JIm, just these 2 things or maybe 3. Welcome Hime, Dave.
“He’ll probably buy anything that gets him out () here and down to that old landing zone,” => (of)
“Out of where? I asked, momentarily stunned. “To get a medal?” => need trailing double quote on “Out of where?
“I’ll go have a word with our war hero. Get some rest. We’ll be running to daylight before you know it.” => don’t know if you want to capitalize running to daylight asa plan name. probably not.
Jim, I misspelled Welcome Home. Sorry. Also, this episode doesn’t have the pointers to the next chapter. Several other chapters don’t have them either. There was at least one previous chapter that pointed to itself. These pointers are very helpful to new readers. Dave.
Got it Dave, and thanks ever so much,
Semper fi,
Jim
Thanks Dave, as usual, for really working through this for me. Chuck is all over this right now…
Semper fi,
Jim
Again much appreciated.
Corrected
Semper fi, Jim
You’ve mentioned several times that the Gunney was Hispanic but this image I have of him, looking and talking like Sam Elliot, is very persistent.
Actually he looked a lot like Antonio Banderas but darker in complexion and not quite as bulky of build.
The Gunny as about five eleven in height.
That’s the best I can do, although I love Sam Elliot in the role!
Semper fi,
Jim
Who witnessed the Capts heroics and signed his name to it? The Scribe I bet, just silent sneaky shits. Want out of the bush Rittenhouse, I’ll get you out of this shit.
Doesn’t explain why he’d frag you unless he was seriously afraid of you, he caught you flipping the safety in a meeting with the Capt and Jurgens. Doesn’t explain why he’d risk everyone fragging the FO. But he’s a sneaky shit like most house mouses, but that’s a ballsy move from description was afraid of everything.
Fear. The huge motivator almost always lied about.
Make people do the most bizarre of things and not very often with
a lot of rationality.
Thanks for your comment and for the support by writing it here…
Semper fi,
Jim
Jim, you’re mainlining right to the brain releasing those long ago locked up memories like a numbing euphoric junky giving in to the habit. You’re hitting home with us because we’ve wanted someone all along to understand what we experienced. I’ve tried to reach out to my son so he could understand a little what might have made me a little difficult to understand. I dropped hints,but he never wanted to hear. My other dauthers don’t have much to do with me since I’m not with their mother, it hurts. You’ve had to walk the walk to appreciate your story which is us who been there but in different forms. Your story is like a needle in my mind’s vein being able to feel that old feeling again. You got to know how theroputic your work is for us. Yea, you’re a Nam vet, they say. Get over it, they say. They just don’t know. Do they? Great story. Thanks for sharing your locked up memories.
If I can be of help…wow.
I had no idea that so many of us were out there and having difficulties
talking about any of it back in the real world. I thought it was just me.
And trying to tell other regular guys about any of it…
they would get so damned uncomfortable and I’d just keep on blathering on once I’d started.
A good way not to lose friends but not have them want to hang around you.
So here comes this story and many can just point at it and have
someone read it and say “see!” “It wasn’t a pack of lies or macho bullshit or a need for sympathy.”
“Here’s this guy and he says it the way it was for me too…”
And back here in the world…it’s still high threat but not in the same in your face way.
It’s for all the marbles but everything is disguised….like the villagers and civilians were.
Back here you have to make believe but it’s just as seriously terminal. And we didn’t know that when we went.
We found it to be true when we came back and thought it was us. But no, it’s the human condition.
It is that filled with fear. It is that selfish.
It is that tribal or you’re out in the cold and soon dead. And now knowing didn’t make us ‘better’ survivors.
It merely made us ‘aware’ survivors.
But, even so, the survival in America especially today is one of grand comfort
from the elements and from physical harm, as long as you can keep the elements of violence
which we so well sharpened in combat away from every day life or reaction.
Interesting times…
Semper fi,
Jim
Still can’t get the vision of seeing Puff work out and the gooks crawling toward me in the mud when the flairs went up out of my head. But I am following along. Good job Sir.
It was might rare to actually see the enemy in the Nam, unless it was after action and they were dead.
I saw some but almost all as dark moving shapes and not like real people at all…
Thanks for the comment and the support…
Semper fi,
Jim
Jim, I knew the shit was bad from what little I could glean from my Brother and Brother-in-law who were in MC riffle companies there in 68/69. They just could not or would put it into words just how bad it was.
Your writing and telling of your story is superb and I wish you the best of luck with your book.
Sherm
Well, Sherm, I am hoping to allow some of the people who did not serve over
there to come to terms with those who did by revealing the depth of the emotion
and bitter circumstance that has made them different from regular people.
Thanks for reading along and commenting here…
Semper fi,
Jim
Embracing the SUCK….. After I heard that from a Marine so long ago, I found it applied to the Army just as well….. Yes, Leeches in Vietnam, I remember one time sitting on a PZ waiting on the monsoon to break to continue lifts out to a new FSB the ARVN had opened up, Sitting in the side of the slick watching the rain sluice down, and seeing a strange thing across the ground in front of me, Looked like grass growing out of the ground little wiggle greenish things, rising up above the water, I watch it for a while, as the rain slowed to a drizzle, I step down to look at what was growing up out of the ground…… Thousands and thousands of leeches…… The shock of seeing that was not pretty, I only ever had a few lock onto me, But God you grunts had a living hell to deal with…. Yes embracing the suck….. Semper fi. Jim, keep up the great work, It is helping me find and deal with some thing 44+ years old, Different hells same war. Bob.
Thanks Robert, for your usual penetrating and stirring comment.
The leeches were damned hard to love, as the Gunny put it. I don’t know
how he managed that ‘love’ so well because I never saw the man with a leech attached to him.
Hmmmm. Thanks for the interest in the story and your frequent take on it…
Semper fi,
Jim
Strange, but the leeches never bothered me–not even once. One team member got a small one in his pee hole. Luckily we were near an SF base camp and an Army medic fixed him up. We got inside the wire right at dark and they provided a dry poncho liner for each of us, plus hot chocolate and something hot to eat. Before first light we were back outside the wire. The SF guys offered us ponchos but we declined. We did accept a couple cans each of C-rations. The whole night had the same pounding rain that we’d had for the whole previous day, the day before and the day before. But Recon didn’t need ponchos–according to the gunny. Who was back in a dry hooch with dry socks. Recon needed bullets, bandages and beans. You could throw a can of C-rations, but a grenade is better. The bitch was that the gunny was right. Extended for three more days of cold, wet and hungry, eyes peeled for Charles, praying not to see him.
I don’t know where you were in country Tom, but the leeches were in almost every area I operated in,
“Go Not” Island and the A Shau were loaded with them. Maybe it was different at different times of the years too.
So many little wars in the big war. And you sound tough and your unit too Tom. I wasn’t that tough.
I suffered a lot and I must admit that for the most part I was miserable.
Maybe my best moments were calling artillery or coming up with one of my whacked out plans to continue
but eating, shitting, enduring, carrying, sleeping and being wet and leech hurt with foot rot…
well, those things I had to somehow get by with and I somehow did.
I did like squatting by the side of the paddy, river or wherever to have coffee
with the Gunny and I liked some times I could spend with my scout team and RTO but man,
that other stuff unending was pure shit.
You handled that better, but then you recon guys were the cream of the crop.
I don’t think I ever threw a can of C-Rations. We buried ours.
Thanks for the comment and thanks for reading the story and being kind in your comment.
Semper fi,
Jim
Thank you so much for writing this. As I look back on my own experiences and those of my family who served in the Pacific during WWII I have come to the thought that it takes many years after the experience to be able to look back and talk about what you went through. Those old WWII guys didn’t talk at all for many years, it was only as they began to hit middle age or older before they would ever talk about the experience. I was in the army ’66-’68 and on, now able to talk about the things I saw and did back then. God bless for what you are doing – this is a great work you are doing. God Bless and to use the marine term Semper Fi.
Thanks a million Hal. I’m not sure about what I’m doing here. This started out as the story of my time in the Nam but has
morphed into something else because of the quantity and quality of the commentary…some of which you have added right here with
your own comment. Go happy you like the story and you think this whole thing has merit.
Semper fi,
Jim
I seen that award coming…..I did however discount you needing him.
People are strange when you’re a stranger
Faces look ugly when you’re alone
Women seem wicked when you’re unwanted
Streets are uneven when you’re down
When you’re strange faces come out of the rain
When you’re strange no one remembers your name
When you’re strange, when you’re strange
When you’re strange
The Doors
Now those are some great lyrics and so applicable to so much in a war zone.
Thanks for that and for commenting here…as usual, Brad…
Semper fi,
Jim
Found this…..
Enthralling web as always…
Edit when removing the leaches….”two or there” when you meant three…..
Thanks Paul, for the help…
And the reading….and the commenting here.
Semper fi,
Jim
Why do I see a problem for Rittenhause?
Gee, might that be your giant fucking I.Q.?
Semper fi,
JIm
Soon as we heard Jurgens didn’t do it I immediately thought of Rittenhouse.
Hmmmm. Real life. Stranger than fiction…
Stay tuned.
Semper fi,
Jim
LOL… No all of a sudden when Gunny said it wasn’t Jerguns, I remember the little confab in the Casey’s tent, and what you said about Rittenhause….. and the fact that almost every company clerk I have ever known has been a weasel…… You and what you said would have scared him shitless….. I am willing to bet His weapon has never been fired….. Bob
You guys are all sleuths and you are reading this too closely for comfort!
Semper fi,
Jim
It can’t be Sugar Daddy. Please don’t tell me it’s Gunny! Of course it could be Jurgens and the Gunny is simply lying to allow Jurgens to continue to operate for the good of the company.
Interesting where you are going with this thought process…
The next segment…
Semper fi,
Jim
The list of suspects is dwindling. Three could be two I hope to God not.
Interesting dilemma, this one. With death everywhere and coming out of nowhere why
is such a death dealing attempt even bothered with…other than it is always hard to accept
death from within…
Semper fi,
Jim
Starting to think your book could be titled “30 days of Eternity” Realization that ‘WE’ are only in our 12th night in country for the experiences you’ve had boggles my mind. Steep learning curve indeed. Thank you for letting us be a part of your world.
Yes, the college degree of Vietnam delivered in a month of intense education if you live.
I have lain the story down as best I could for the past five months. I didn’t think it would
take that long but some of the story details don’t tell things without difficulty to the reader….
and maybe me later on!
Thanks for liking the story and commenting here.
Semper fi,
Jim
Lt.
You must spend more time answering replies than writing; which adds immeasurably to the value of what you are writing. We all long for that recognition that we’ve been denied. You remind me how very, very much I hate having to be out in the rain and drenched to the bone. I know mud, Armor stirs up a lot of mud! Someone mentioned night ambushes; I always worried “They” could hear the rain hitting the ponchos, it made a different sound. Your writings brings back memories tucked away for 45 years. It validates to an extent that which we all share. I will be very surprised if I’m wrong who tossed the grenade and why. Is it proper for an Army puke to say Semper Fi? roy
Actually, responding to comments doesn’t take me as long as you might think.
I type awfully fast because I’ve done so much of it over the years.
It’s like talking to me, this sort of writing.
I just blather on and don’t spend much time at all in edit
or final edit or any of the things I have to do procedurally to get a segment on the site
and up with graphic art and all the rest of it.
Here I can just write away about whatever it is that someone has written in.
Thanks for being so deeply involved in the story and remember what I’ve written about the Army.
That outfit has always been one that worked very well with any
Marine unit I was attached to.
So, you may use our honorific anytime you feel the need…
Semper fi,
Jim
PS That took two minutes and forty seconds from beginning to end and yes, you are worth it.
“He’ll probably buy anything that gets him out here and down to that old landing zone,” ( perhaps “out of here” )
Seems like Gunny is finding a fellow Marine in you.
Hell, I was sure trying but the definition of “Marine” was doing a shapeshifting thing for
sure while I was there and trying to adjust to such outrageous conditions.
Semper fi,
Jim
Great Job! I will try hard to distract myself for the next couple of days, because I want more now!
Thanks for the compliment Dave. I am not it as best I can right now after responding to a few of the comments.
I will answer the rest of your comment at a later date…
Semper fi,
Jim
Your description of the rainy jungle made me really feel, for the first time, what my dad went through on Bougainville. He still suffered with immersion foot 73 years after suffering through that campaign in 1943. He was never able to talk about what he went through, so I appreciate your writing of it.
The island campaign in WWII must have been a lot like Vietnam.
Ferocious enemy with no quarter or prisoners and the brutal jungle
crap to put up with. Thanks for the comment and the compliment…
Semper fi,
Jim
Well that sure took me by surprise….Jurgens didn’t throw the grenade. Only others in the area mentioned are Casey, Gunny, Pilson, and Fusner. I think its easy to eliminate three of the four, but can’t see the a reason for the fourth. Ritterhouse was also probably close since Casey and the Gunny were there….but why would he. Oh well, just gotta wait and see what happens…..good job, Jim.
Thanks Joe for the speculation. Read on, the mystery will lay itself out right in front of you,
and the rest of us, as it did then…
Semper fi,
Jim
Thank you James for what you are doing. I know that it will help others as it is helping you. Keep up the good work. Semper Fi!